November 7, 2009

One more radiation treatment to go on Monday. I thought we were done on Friday but was told we have to go again on Monday because one was cut short at the beginning because of breathing difficulties. We meet with the team of doctors who said they treated this quite aggressively as it grew so fast so the throat is experiencing much right now. There will be another 4 weeks before we see the total results and lots of adjustment in the next couple of weeks. This is another tough time as I adjust to not talking and sores on top of sores in the mouth. I received a beautiful reminder today from a girlfriend reminding me that God wants the best for us. So another reminder if spirit inspires you to offer service for us. Whatever that looks like. I can see some ware on us all. Last night after vomiting again and dealing with mass secretion, I felt exhausted and I could see in Richard’s face tiredness as well. On the up note radiation is finishing up and the trips to PMH every morning will stop. The little things in life make such a difference. I really look forward to salt water baths, as I wrap my stomach with plastic wrap and enjoy the comfort of the hot water. My own little spa. Please keep those notes, letters, prayers, visits, healing energies coming and anything you can offer. Even things like helping with laundry, cleaning the bathroom and help remind and oversee Julian to grow his contribution skills in the house too (although it may not be his favorite thing to do).